That was what I actually said this morning durning the cool down at the end of my training session. And it wasn’t a pansy “i don’t wanna do anymore” excuse. The blood drained from my head, my body went all weak, and my vision faded.

I didn’t actually collapse, so that’s good. But it took me about 5 minutes of deep breathing to be able to stand up again (I tried a few more times, and almost fainted each time). Luckily there wasn’t any chest pain, so it wasn’t a heart attack or anything, but it does mean that my body was seriously not happy about something.

I think it was a combo of:

• Not being able to sleep much due to “the hat” issue
• Not having exercised much in months
• Having put on 20odd kg this year
• It was 6 in the morning and still dark.
• The odd headaches I get some days.

It was either one of them, or possibly some kinda demonic attack…. but I’m thinking that any one of those problems above could of done it. So all of them is probably a good sign that I ain’t even close to a dimension that resembles fit.